Missed

Today's hard without you.

I'd look at my phone every time I've had the chance, all the while knowing that there wasn't going to be anything.

I threw myself into the practice and tried my best to forget, but it always came back to you.

I danced vigorously, but it could not replace the emptiness created from that hug you gave.

I was stressed, and I thought of you, and I couldn't - wouldn't - talk to you.

Everything I thought of, everything I did, you were always at the back of my mind.

I couldn't bear to see anyone today except for those people I had to - because they just weren't you.

The song was so beautiful - and everytime I hear it I felt like crying - and you know I hate it when I'm caught in between sobs.

I tried to focus more today.

I still miss you, though.

... And at the end of the day, when the place's finally deserted and I was alone, I wondered if you were thinking of me and missing me like I do you.