Dearest Sisterette, we are both in different timezones which is really a drag. Either I come early online or you were out first. But yes, I am doing just fine. I don't get to hang out with Gian everyday anymore. Lest I will have more lumps in my body and drowse in the comfort of two capsules a day. It breaks my heart though when I hear him crying out on me, "Tia tita, tia tita Yeng..." Just the look from his eyes I hide the pain I feel inside. I don't want to turn my back from him. But I also need to rest. God knows how sorry I am everytime I pull him away from my embrace, and he clings to my arms... I feel sad and restless why I have to do it. But you do know why. You see I want to look back and engulf him in my arms. I feel sorry for myself because I made him cry not even once wiping away his tears. I hope Gian, at his young age, understands me when I give him my reasons. I hope in the long run he won't keep his distance from me. I pray he will always stay as Tia's mickey baby. I pray that we will both stay the same. Shopping buddies, bike cyclists, beachcombers, foodtrip hyenas, couch potatoes and just being our two-team. I miss our gibberish talks most. Big sigh.
And oh, we're going to bring him for a Disney Tour next weekend. We changed our plan of staying at the resort overnight. Since cousin Cathy will come with us anyway, we will just stay at their place then. I guess we will have a little reunion. The rest of the folks are thinking of a beer drinking session on Sunday night. Then maybe, I will take them for a stroll at Yamashita Park on the following day or have fun at Yokohama Sea Paradise. Kuya is so into this, that you could hear his excitement.
I went to Nagoya last week. I didn't have much time to see our cousins there. Ok, I really didn't take a finger for a meet-up. I am not that snotty, ain't I? Just fiendish. Laughs. When Mama and Mishka will be here, and if Bulak will get her license already, I want a flight to Djibouti. Please I need to be in one with nature. Hmmm, smiles.
(1- Choco's sticking on Tia's tooth; 3- kissing muito obrigado to his Lola who speaks Portuguese to him; 4- with his not so Brazilian dad) The first two-photos were taken one lazy afternoon at nearby Numazu Port. And the last two pictures were at Fuji City, when we went for some Brazilian food-binge.
To Ashley
Shlot, Shez, whatever! I miss you more, pate-head! I think you have to do a lot of explaining here. I don't mean to dig the past but my head is in a swirl. The whole thing is too fast for me. What happened between you and N? Uh-oh, did I just say a bad word?
You were with who's-that-girl the last time I saw you at Ayala-Cebu. If it wouldn't be for Friendster (thank you, by the way!), I wouldn't know what's going on in your life. But there's one missing piece, and that's what I am asking you above. I hope you knew I have always been a big fan of you and N. However that was and had been, you are blessed with a lovely girl right now who seems kind and nice to me. I wish you both happiness.
*will update more later.
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